My 1st Dasara without HIM...
It has been a couple of months since my last post. Was it my laziness or my inability to spare time for this as I was busy with CS and some important issues.
My Dasara vacation has come to an end and I will be leaving for Hyd. this evening along with Sandeep and Ravi (who will be catching up with us later in Rajuhmundry) on Garuda bus. The stupid A.P.S.T.R.C people cancelled today’s semi-sleeper buses for some reason.
Have you ever experienced the loss of a person who was very close to you? If you haven’t, LUCKY YOU…One of the worst parts of human life began for me after the demise of my grandfather. Don’t want to go any further in this topic, too painful for me to recall the events.
Today is Dasara, my first one without HIM…can’t imagine the looks on everyone’s faces in the morning. According to the customs, we are not supposed to celebrate any festival for 1 year after a relative’s death. However, I just can’t see how I will be able to enjoy any festival for the rest of my life. Sep 19th, 2005 will be etched in my memory forever…
Mamayya took us out for a long drive on his new HONDA CITY. The car is a bomb; trust me…excellent in each and every aspect. “I felt so happy when I took HIM out the day I bought this car…However, never could I imagine that the second time I would take HIS ashes and not HIM, to mix in the holy GODAVARI river.” How will you react when he tells this to you?
All of this is too complicated for me…too much to take…but as long as I am in IIIT, I feel that HE is still there…with all the things happening over there…my mind just doesn’t have the space to accommodate the piece of information that HE is no more…but brings back his sweet memories in return…
Doesn’t make any sense to you? Oh well, forget it man…
My Dasara vacation has come to an end and I will be leaving for Hyd. this evening along with Sandeep and Ravi (who will be catching up with us later in Rajuhmundry) on Garuda bus. The stupid A.P.S.T.R.C people cancelled today’s semi-sleeper buses for some reason.
Have you ever experienced the loss of a person who was very close to you? If you haven’t, LUCKY YOU…One of the worst parts of human life began for me after the demise of my grandfather. Don’t want to go any further in this topic, too painful for me to recall the events.
Today is Dasara, my first one without HIM…can’t imagine the looks on everyone’s faces in the morning. According to the customs, we are not supposed to celebrate any festival for 1 year after a relative’s death. However, I just can’t see how I will be able to enjoy any festival for the rest of my life. Sep 19th, 2005 will be etched in my memory forever…
Mamayya took us out for a long drive on his new HONDA CITY. The car is a bomb; trust me…excellent in each and every aspect. “I felt so happy when I took HIM out the day I bought this car…However, never could I imagine that the second time I would take HIS ashes and not HIM, to mix in the holy GODAVARI river.” How will you react when he tells this to you?
All of this is too complicated for me…too much to take…but as long as I am in IIIT, I feel that HE is still there…with all the things happening over there…my mind just doesn’t have the space to accommodate the piece of information that HE is no more…but brings back his sweet memories in return…
Doesn’t make any sense to you? Oh well, forget it man…
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